On this week’s episode of Kocktails With Khloe, Khloe Kardashian revealed she almost had a baby with her (current? former?) husband Lamar Odom. 

As she sat at the round table with guests Missi Pyle and Dita Von Teese, the reality starlet spoke about wanting a baby and a family, similar to her own family:

I do want to have a baby in life. I’ve tried IVF and all that. But I’m also, right now in my life, I just don’t want to have a baby. I still want to have my family.

According to Khloe, she only wanted a baby to fix her struggling relationship with Odom, later realizing she was too young and a baby wouldn’t solve anything:

That’s all I wanted at the time. I thought it would maybe fix the situation [with Lamar], so I’m also happy it didn’t happen because I was young. I was 27 and thought ‘A baby will fix this!’ and it’s not going to fix that.

Khloe and Lamar were spotted together at Kanye West‘s Life Of Pablo / Yeezy Season 3 event, but there’s currently no confirmation of a rekindled relationship.